Every girl goes through it — the messy task of emerging from her awkward teen years and navigating the complex waters of romance while figuring out what to be when she grows up.
But very few do it as publicly as Amy Lee, lead singer of the goth-rock band Evanescence.
Lee was just 19 when she signed her first record contract, and barely 21 when the band’s major-label debut, “Fallen,” flew up the charts in 2003. The album, co-written by Lee and (now ex-boyfriend) Ben Moody, connected with fans across the globe and netted the band two Grammy awards, including best new artist.
Its hard-driving mix of brooding, spiritually-tinged darkness and dramatic classical orchestration offered fans a window into Lee’s psyche. Or so many of them thought.
“Everyone knows a lot about me without actually knowing me at all,” says Lee, now 24.
Her celebrity status as a singer of edgy songs left her surrounded by teenage fans in search of a role model.
It takes only a few minutes in Lee’s presence to see what drew them: Her porcelain skin and shimmering, pale blue eyes are set off by a mane of black hair, and she seems to embody both confident strength and a delicate femininity.
Think Angelina Jolie with extra eyeliner.
But despite the image of hard-rocking power that Lee projected during her first years in the spotlight, she was struggling with unhealthy relationships and the overwhelming experience of success. And she was still practically a teenager herself.
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