It doesn’t take a psychotherapist to know that Evanescence’s Amy Lee has been something of a troubled soul.
Even as a teenager, well before her goth rock band released its debut album Fallen which would go on to sell 14 million copies, Lee’s mother worried about the dark tone of her lyrics and suggested she try some counselling. Then there were the dreams.
Recently – after a horror three years during which her childhood friend Ben Moody left the band they founded, his replacement Terry Balsamo suffered a stroke and a management wrangle dragged through the courts – she turned to a therapist.
“She showed me recurring themes in my dreams in which everything seems like normal life,” Lee says.
“For example, I’m in the garage hammering something and then I see a giant killer ant cross the floor and I know deep down that there is something under the floorboards.
“So I rip up the floorboard and it is covered with an entire carpet of these killer ants.
“Or I’m ice skating and everything is great, and then I look and there are sharks under the ice.
“There is always something looming under the surface. I don’t really feel that way right now, but I think that is my natural self – I am always waiting for the catch.”
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